I've PMed you. ^^ As for membership... I think a great lot of us have joined precisely because this place gives us an opportunity to earn our way through the ranks and become the closest thing you can to a Servant of All IRL, so you're certainly not alone in that, nor is it too zealous. :lol I...
Welcome to Tar Valon, Jesi! It is really good to have you here - and from what little I've been able to see so far, you'll fit right in. ^^ How are you finding it so far, do you have any questions off the top of your head, or are you happy to keep exploring as is?