I don't agree with A LOT that has gone on lately, but I am sorry, Tree, that you've felt so attacked and have been under so much stress. I wouldn't wish that on anyone, and I genuinely hope that you find peace. Thank you for your service.
You did a more than decent job in a more than shizzy situation. Now go take care of you, that will be time much better spent than trying to please the unpleasable.
Cordamora is a thankless job and you could not pay me real life dollars to deal with the endless drama on this site. Super not worth the expense of your mental health. I hope you are able to step back and focus on yourself some. Love you.