My (possible) Return and a Short Apology

[Keisha al'Benn]

I demand cookies before all is forgiven!! :tug

In all seriousness, I'm glad you have given us a second chance.

 

[Anarie De'Thain]

Welcome back Zad!I think I joined after you left, but I'm glad you decided to come back.

 

[Aryawnah Federov]

Hello and welcome back!! I may not have known you before, but I look forward to seeing you around in the future.

 

[Zad Al'Keem]

Thanks Asandra, Kitan, all of you. (sorry I did not use the honorific...im lazy at 5:30 in the morning).

It means a lot to have you all so supportive. Kitan Sedai (see, i did it), I did not think I would be back so soon either. I just decided that part of what was wrong with me was anger I held for certain things. Way back from when A girl I dated for three years decided to lose her virtue to another man just cause she could - all the way up to when I left.

It got so bad- even last week. where even the smallest things of annoyance sparked my anger. I just decided yesterday that I wanted to be rid of it. And I figured a pologizing to all I have wronged in some way the last few years was the place to start. (Nymala Sedai that includes you) .

Again though, I dont know how thuroughly I am going to be involved this time around. But I know you will see me around the boards.

 

[Zad Al'Keem]

Hello and welcome back!! I may not have known you before, but I look forward to seeing you around in the future.

Nope, you joined long before me. I just guess we never ran across eachother back when I was super active here.

 

[Kassidy Rose ni DaiShan t' al'Kalin]

Zad, if you ever need to talk of steam my pm box is always open.

 

[Zad Al'Keem]

Thanks Kassidy. Although my problems are kinda trivial. Just school, failed romances, work, teachers, church, just combined in the perfect way to make me feel like the world just sucks.

 

[Aduiavas Ida]

Well, I can't say I remember you, but I am glad that you decided to come back

And other than agreeing with what everyone else here has already said about forgiveness, I will add that no problem are too trivial. I find this site a great place to vent out about small problems from time to time. (As long as that is not ALL you ever post. That tend to be a bit tedious. ) We all feel that the world sucks sometimes...

I am glad that you are now aware of your anger issues and seems to be working on them

 

[Keisha al'Benn]

I didn't get any cookies!!

~pouts~

 

[Winterdawn Lightheart]

Zaaaaaaad! :tackle :joy Hi.

 

[Stephen Lightheart]

At least that explains the elusiveness. Hi, welcome back.

 

[Syera Faelron]

Hi there Zad

 

[Zad Al'Keem]

At least that explains the elusiveness. Hi, welcome back.

Yes, one thing I missed was the opportunity to meet the future husband of Winterdawn. haha. But I have no doubt I will get a few more chances.

 

[Elorenya d'Rahien]

I'd been wondering why you weren't at Fall Ball! I'm glad you're okay. Welcome back!

 

[Zandera Sommers]

Sup Zad *nod*

 

[Zad Al'Keem]

Been a long while Zandera. How have things been?

 

[Faeril Munlear]

Welcome back, Zad! I don't think I met you before, but Asandra made some good points. Many of us have been on the site for so long, we've grown up here, we've had our ups and downs. You may be surprised that some people may forgive more easily, others it just takes time and some friendships you may not be able to ever fully repair, but they do get better.

I don't know what happened, but being active, starting here and then when you are ready reach out to those you feel you need to. Maybe everything will sort itself out! I know some of my strongest bonds and friendships have been through members I met through this site. Some of my closest, our friendships go back more than 10 yrs now. I would never change that. Actually, I joined at a time when I was lost and had just gone through one of my toughest years. I was starting to find myself again, but my friends and the community here definitely helped me along that journey.

 

[Jasin Bashar]

Welcome home, Zad.

I don't know what happened, and really it doesn't matter. Remember, Family doesn't turn its back on Family. My door is always open should you wish to get acquainted or need to talk!

 

[Irinia Argyvni]

Welcome back Zad!

 

[Zad Al'Keem]

Thanks Irinia! Been a long time! And thanks Jasin Gaidin.