My (possible) Return and a Short Apology

Discussion in 'Introductions' started by Zad Al'Keem, Jan 2, 2014.

  1. Zad Al'Keem

    Zad Al'Keem

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    Hello All,

    I was a citizen here a few months ago, I guess I still am. I left due to certain things. And was semi-rude in my departure.

    Many of the friends I had on here at the time came to my side as soon as I expressed my feelings and, I never responded to any of them. I just. Let them slide by and be ignored. While the reasons I left still are in my mind, I realize I was wrong in much of what I did. Particularly ditching out on Fall Ball- which, I was told later, had a place set just for me. Even though very few at the ball knew who I was.

    Most of you have no idea who I am, so this apology may fall on deaf ears all around. But to those who knew me, flirted with me, hung out with me, supported me, or at times came to me for aide, I apologize.

    Although I am not sure how involved I will be from here on out. I want to say-

    Hi, I am Zad, and my fox (Ghost) is awesome.
     
  2. Deleios Cherchenuit

    Deleios Cherchenuit Necroposter Aes Sedai

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    Hey Zad, welcome back here ! :D

    I hope the issues you had in your life are solved now :fistbump
     
  3. Raeviendha al'Toma

    Raeviendha al'Toma Accepted

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    :hug Zad. I have no idea what happened, but hope you do return and stay.
     
  4. Zad Al'Keem

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    Nope, not solved in the least hahaha. But, I am hoping to figure out how to live with it all and be happy, instead of letting it effect me as it has in the past. That starts with apologizing to those I have wronged. :)
     
  5. Zad Al'Keem

    Zad Al'Keem

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    My only worry now is how to tell all the Aes Sedai. I was particularly involved with the whites and the yellows. I offended some whites in more than others. o_O....Ill work up bravery to go say hi to them at some point.
     
  6. Jahily al'Karee

    Jahily al'Karee Resident Citizen Mayor

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    Zad!! :tackle I do hope you stay, and if you ever need someone to talk to you are welcome to PM me anytime! :)
     
  7. Deleios Cherchenuit

    Deleios Cherchenuit Necroposter Aes Sedai

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    I'm looking forward to witness your public punishment :lol :rofl
     
  8. Zad Al'Keem

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    Ugh....I know. It will be an interesting time with them. For now I will stay on the outskirts of Tar Valon...haha. I think the intro board is the best place to find the most merciful of my old friends. hahaha.
     
  9. Deleios Cherchenuit

    Deleios Cherchenuit Necroposter Aes Sedai

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    :lol

    Don't worry, I guess they won't be too harsh. Maybe :look
     
  10. Zad Al'Keem

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    I dont know. Kitan has a bit of influence. haha. I fear her wrath most of all. I offended her worste of anybody. I suppose Blue,Green, and Yellow wont be too harsh. hahaha.
     
  11. Neria Hawke

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    Welcome back :welcome even though I don't think we've met :look

    You can always drop in at the Lucky Fox if you want a place to hide :lol The Citizen's Table in the tavern is also a pretty good place to hang out and not a lot of Tower members post there either :)
     
  12. Zad Al'Keem

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    Neria *bows* its a pleasure to meet you. :) ill take your advice. hahaha. Although I already presented myself to the Whites. (I feel like a male channeler giving himself up to the Reds) haha.

    The Lucky Fox....didnt they close that a while ago? o_O
     
  13. Luna Morn

    Luna Morn Aes Sedai

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    Hello, Zad, and welcome back ^^ I hope you will manage to find your place once again, although knowing how lovely people can be here, I think it is safe to assume that you will.
     
  14. Alora Sionn

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    Welcome back Zad! *puts you in my pocket along with Ghost* you'll be safe here :) if you need to talk let me know. Sometimes people get offended because thy don't know the hole story, when if thy just try to understand, instead of being offended they will b sympathetic or supportive :hug
    The Lucky Fox is indeed open ! Come have a drink ;)
     
  15. Zad Al'Keem

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    Its good to see you Alora. Been a while. :), and I have no doubt I will be accepted back. The people here tend to be more forgiving than anything else.
     
  16. Alora Sionn

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    Having had two of my friends disappear without warning (which I worry for) if they came back I would be overjoyed to hear from them not offended :hug so don't worry I'm sure everyone is just glad you're back :)
     
  17. Zad Al'Keem

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    Dissapear from here? Or vanish in RL?
     
  18. Alora Sionn

    Alora Sionn Mama Wolf Gaidin Moderator

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    From here, and it was after bad things happened in their rl so it makes me worry! :hug so I personally are glad to see you and know what you are ok (even if not everything is ok right now) just let me know if I can help with anything :)
     
  19. Zad Al'Keem

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    hahaha. I always have felt awrkward taking personal things to people online I have never met. you know?
     
  20. Avendaella Tikvah

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    Welcome back :) :hug