You can do it!
Well, that's a small problem which can easily be fixed... by writing a book. *nods wisely to his own words*
Brandon Sanderson has some great youtube videos that might help you, like whether or not to outline, etc. Scroll through his history of videos on youtube and see if any of his writing classes interest you, they are free. I don't know, it might help. He has a couple videos on motivation too, with what your talking about.
https://youtu.be/UMI21xuZB5U here is brandon on motivating and brandon on five tips for writing https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=mMeNnX1FGgg
Thank everyone. Those videos are really helpful thanks.
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