I am good with whatever is good for you, Megana. You're the one putting in the work. We can accommodate you, especially if this ends up costing you money.
Its more than just denial though making you feel stupid when its you in that place. For a long time, I would tell people and the first thing they would do would be to start interrogating me about how I could possibly not know, or why I didn't fight harder, or why did I stay as long as I did...